So, I am sitting here on an overcast day. The sky is white, and the sea is a different shade of
white. I’ve always had fantasies of sitting by a window writing and looking at
the ocean, and now here I am. Is it as
wonderful as I imagined? Oh yes. Even better.
I have many writing fantasies, but none include a computer
or even a typewriter. Perhaps, the warp
and woof of my dreamscape is a product of my place in time. The electric
typewriter was invented in my lifetime.
The widespread use of the personal computer didn't happen until after I was out of law
school.
When I imagine myself writing, I am doing it on smooth paper
with an expensive fountain pen, yet I have never been able to write even so
much as a short story that way. I typed even my first terrible attempts at
fiction.
Jane Austen wrote on a small table in the corner and hid her
work when anyone came in. Edith Wharton wrote every morning on lap desk in bed.
She tossed her drafts onto the floor for her servants to collect. The prolific
Anthony Trollope wrote on a desk he contrived
to use on the train. All of these rituals appeal to me more than sitting behind
a computer screen. Computers no longer make much noise, but the pure sound of a
pen scratching a page has nothing click-clacky
about it.
When I edit, either my work or other people’s, I
come up with different comments depending on whether I’m using track changes or a pen. So, the question
is: does our equipment affect our thoughts? I am writing this on a computer.
I write almost everything on a computer, but I still dream of pen and paper. A pen never talks back or changes a word without your knowledge. A pen doesn't encourage me to roam the wilds of the Internet or check my email. And, as for editing, I cannot see the same things on the computer that I see on
the page. Maybe, my eyes just get fed up with the screen, and want to range over a piece of paper and
see white space.
There are those writers who claim that they need to sit in a
basement and stare at a wall, that a view distracts them. I am not one of those.
I think I have always been searching for an ideal
writing situation: a Motel 6 off the highway, a generic room in a Las Vegas
hotel, a cabin on the coast, a desk under the eaves of a barn in Vermont, a
guesthouse in Montana. I think I should be able to settle down
anywhere to write – no excuses, but my imagination is a wanderer. When I was a child, I wrote on blocks of colored paper. I wrote my published novel on a laptop at a desk in my
living room while staring at the wall. I still don’t know what is the best writing
process for me, but I have learned that having an office to come to every
day enhances both my mood and productivity. So, a big thank you to the Artist
in Residency Program. Check out the opportunities on the website.
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